Smudged

Shifting uneasily in her tall bar stool

Waiting far too long

He probably isn’t coming

He never really was

Reapplying lip gloss

Drawing a crowd of eyes

So many boys who thought they were long since men

Like magnets to her carefully pursed lips

Soft pink and glistening

The only thing in the room

Busy pub televisions playing the game of the day

All those boys’ eyes on her

Her short white skirt

Sexy and yet classy

She admires herself in her compact mirror

The bartender tops up her wine

A wonderfully smudged glass

Dashed are her plans

only known to her

Still so beautiful

The center of attention

All the boys clamor

Mustering up some liquid courage

Slipping out uneventfully

Maintaining her mystery

Smiling only to herself

Loving every minute

Every second

Feeling so very wanted

best date night

so happy to be alone

The Soundtrack

Steady percussion

Melodic drums

Tapping a steady song

Firmly sprints

Lower still

The deepest heartbeats

Strong and ever faster

Never another

Dear, only for you

That evening in the garden

Sun kissed skin

Lush green grass

Memories of all those giggles

The way only you can laugh

The only song

Infinitely repeating

The soundtrack of my somber mind

 

So graceful she turns

How quickly gone

A dry leaf in a strong wind

The first gust of a storm

Both are we

Alone

Lost

At sea

Still drifting

These songs please listen

Songs you know well

Symphonies playing our favourite songs.

Bittersweet Triumph

The long stemmed legs of a flower so pretty,

Gently sauntered, so graceful upon the points of heels.

A seemingly impossible elevation of both importance and beauty all at once.

Eyes followed her closely and not just my own, if only to catch a quick glimpse. .. a fleeting image as she delicately floated by.

Her destination once heralded now a place of temptation, I feel the pull like a moth to a flame, yet I resist.

My mind races with excuses and reasons, justifications and validations.

I am here and in a way victorious,

It sure doesn’t feel like I won.